rants

I needed to rant my head off and i cant a right avenue. So i decided to just do it here.

Ya, its just ranting

Work, ministry, friendship and many many more. So much to pay attention and take note. So many times go the extra mile, but what for going the extra miles when you're not being appreciated, what for doing so much and end up being taken advantage.

Sometimes its for the sake of being responsible. Other times is to serve and out of pure love. but why people must take a person's for granted, why do we even take people's kindness for granted.

Sometimes i just dont understand

Work!!

I am super arghhhh!! i need to have some verbal diarrhea! Somehow i think God is training my patience and long-suffering for all that is happening! But still Thank God for great friends who were willing to hear me complaining!! Thanks guys!! I know all of you were suffering! haha..

But seriously! I was being agitated for almost 3 days in a row! And how fun would life be? All this started because a new colleague (an ex-staff) came back to work. Thinking that you are ex staff here doesnt mean that you dont need to do your primary job scope! Yes, i do agree that we ought to help one another out! But that is if you are busy! Not pushing your work to other people to do! If so, why not give me half of your pay! Arghh! And if you are new, you dont have much things to do, then for goodness sake! Do what you need to do!! Yes, so what you are an ex staff, and you are senior? That doesnt mean that you are free from doing things that you dont like! I dont say not because i am scared of you, but i dont want to be deem as the petty person! And out of respect! not for who you are but for the BASIC respect!

And just this morning, someone else came to show attitude! Arghh! Changing of place is not you being the only one thats affected! So dont show me your attitude! Looking at the way you treat the kids, are really so ridiculous, now you want to think that your relative is working here, for the past 10 years you have an upper hand! Yes, you may, but that is not for you to take advantage! Alright, i am jumping into conclusion!

But I need to have a greater capacity to love! Somehow, things are not so smooth! But GOd, i know you can do something! And you are all that i need! Please perform a miracle for me! Alright.. more or less finish vommiting. I shall get back to work!
Nontheless, i still thank God for placing great colleagues and friends around me!