Loving Him more and more

Wow!! I'm just soooo amazed by the Presence of God today!! Oh ya.. Yet to say where i go.. haha.. I went for this Combined Zone meeting at Riverwalk... It was in the evening... Went down from office... Hmmz... Met Jean for brunch at 6PM!! Can you imagine! haha.. Took a toast!! That's it!! Goodness!! hahaha...

Anyway, was saying about the meeting. Was helping out to do ushering! haha.. Sounds usual to most of us right!? Like everywhere we go, we cant seems to get ushering out of our life now... Opps... But ya, was helping out in ushering throughout the whole meeting... Oh ya!! During worship! God showed me something I'm shocked! It was a vision... A poor woman sitting by in front of a throne... So assuming, that is the throne of God... That woman was clothe with rags looking type of clothes... And was holding on to a bowl... She was begging something... Then God spoke, this woman was hungry for the Presence of God. She wanted God to throw things into the bowl, and what is it? It is none other then the word of God! God showed me how to be broken in spirit, how to be hungry for the word... I was so shocked. i mean i told God that i want to be like her.. I just simply wants more of YOU!! And for a moment, i felt my spirit was being starved!!! Real starved!! As though for days and weeks i have not eaten anything from the LORD!! And i just begin to tear... The presence just keep on flowing.. So much so that i told God, i don't want to stop!! Let it go on!! Wow!!

And during ministry time (Laying of hands) we were still doing ushering.. (Can you imagine!) ahaha... Ya, but the Presence of God had never ceased! It was all along!! I just felt that each time i go to the front, i cant help but to tear... Then after most of then got laid, it's FINALLY our turn!! hahah.. Yes! Bang!! the presence of God just fall from heaven!! I mean, i was there crying like a little girl that just wants her Father.. I just want my Daddy God!! Wow.. The whole place was so GREAT!!! By the time i reach home, not washed up, not eaten, went to pray!! And guess what?!! The presence of God did not stop only at Riverwalk!! The presence was at my room too!! And i just cant help but to ask God for more! And more! And more! Wow!! And not realizing the time, i was dwelling in the presence for more then 1hour!! i mean i never being in the Presence for soo long... And that day, marked a new chapter in my life with Him! With my Daddy God!! Though wars may rise against me, for these i will not fear! For if my God is for me then WHO can be against me?! Gosh!! I'm so blown away! And i want to be more broken for Him!! Yes!! I know i will gonna experience Him more and more each day!! Yeah!!

I love You, Jesus!!! :)