Temptations!

Went for CG today!! Man! Cg was good!! I mean though it was the same message as the combined Zone meeting, but the presence of God was just as strong! Once again, we had a great encounter with God today! It was never the same! Brokenness indeed brings upon Spiritual Hunger! How hungry are you this day?! hmm... God, I'm being starved for ages!! I need more of you!

Went for service as well!! it was just awesome! I remember we sang a new song.

Chorus
One Life, I lay at the alter,
One Love, i have give you.
Touch me again,
Fill me as you holds!
My outstretched arms..
one Word, You know i will follow,
One Heart, Broken to you
use me Again,
(Cant remember le) haha

Ya... God asked me this question during Service, with ONE word, GO, will you go?? I hesitated for a moment, not because i'm not willing, but i was reminded that how people do not want to follow after Him. Because of all any other reasons... Like Commitment level too high, Friends are more worth our time... Studying will help me future... I mean when i heard this, i just feel so sad for them.. Why do people wants to concentrate on the things that are visible and temporary? Not on the things that are eternity? I rather 'waste' time on Jesus then anything else!

I was then just reminded how i was tested during the week. My cousin asked me if i want to work. But is work 6 days a week. And immediately, i rejected. She asked why? I simply told her i want to go for CG and Service on Sat as well... Her ans was but sat and Sun also same message, go so many times for what. Waste time, waste transportation only. Though i did not reply, but i know 1 thing for sure, the presence of God is VERY difference. Once i missed it. i miss it! And My aunt and Mum begin to criticize me and about our church. At that moment, i questioned myself. Did i do or even say anything wrong?

God has confirm my Ans in Mathew 6:32-34
Therefore do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' For after all these things the Gentiles seek. For your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble.

And at the moment. I was amazed! How you honor Him, He will Surely honor you back! And ya, i just love HIM even more today then yesterday! Thank You Jesus!