Emoing

Sigh... Just read so many people's blog... Hmmz.. I wonder is it good to be emo?! haha... Or sometimes we are already so used to putting on a front that now you are not used to be emo?! dot dot.. Sigh, i feeling so sianz.. i feel sometimes we have put on that smile so often, we forgotten to take off that fake smile in front of people who can really see the real us... what am i talking about!? haha.. Nvm..

Like so many things to do, no idea where to start with, how to start with and what to start with. I mean work work work... Ministry ministry ministry.. I'm beginning to feel a little weary.. Sigh.. Many times, the thought of just being a normal member will 'slide' into my mind. Thus the thought of giving up the leadership will also 'slide' in.. I mean i want to be in my comfort zone!! But i know i cant! And people always tell me that a leader must self-motivate. Sigh.. Dont know la.. Dont even know what i'm typing... haha.. Ya, read so many blog post, and i just realise that people come and people go. I dont know, somehow we have alot of contacts in our phone, but how many of them are really the ones that we keep in contact with? Or we just have their numbers because we need to? And for all other reasons?! I dont know... sigh

Just feeling emo after reading so many emos blog... Sigh!! I miss the good old times! but i need to move on!! Move on!! Its time to move on! haha.. Yes!!