A penny of my thought

Today was a busy day? Or rather looks pack feels pack dont not pack kind of day. haha.. Yeah.. Hmmz.. Went to Expo for duty today. Woke up early and went there. Bleh.. Dont like waking up early nowadays. Anyway, went for Cg after support. Haha!!

CG Was GOOD!! God turned up!! I mean the message was so good!! It talks about family. The importance of being part of a family. To many of us, we might think that family is just another place that we have all the same surname. But like what the message that was preached today, indeed a family is a place that you find shelter when you need one, a place to run to when there is no place for you to go. When you failed, they are the ones that will stand by you. But then again, there will indeed be a group of people that argues that family is always not around for them. Either their parents are always too busy with work or overseas all the time. Then again, a family is not depending on others that make it good, it also depend on you! Hmmz.. I mean come to think of it. Indeed i really thank God for putting me in this family, though many times i really dont like coming back, i dislike that nagging at home. But indeed they were the ones that will protect me from harm and failures. fight the battle together with me, and they are the ones that will never leave me!

Wah!! The message was practically being typed out. Haha.. Hmmz.. Anyway, Was supposed to be a Holy Ghost meeting. Of cos we wont leave that place till we meet Him face to face!! ahahah. And yes, i really had a good time in the presence of God! I remember that when we start to worship, i heard God saying :"Nat, I'm always here. I'll never foresake you."

This alone was enough to melt my heart, tears just start to flow. And i just cant help to say God i love you. I love you! Indeed my God is a good God!! He'll never leave me, even when i'm faced with the biggest problem!! Haha.. Yes!! I love Him more & more each day!!

Went to Jennie's place after CG. Man, her house was really a uluated place! A place where i will agree that birds dont lay eggs! hahah.. Yeap, went for a gathering. Even though i know people will say, you see each other everyday, still need to gather meh. Hmmz.. Its a time of just pure fellowship. No work no nothing! haha.. Went for a while and then left. Took my daddy's car back!! Of cos la. not his car then whose right! hahah

Hmmz.. WAs just thinking while i was making my way home. These few sentences.

What is love?

ARe you a servant who leads or a leader who serves?

You must be wondering, very ramdom leh.. What makes you think of all these? I also dont know. But all these just set into my mind!

I was then thinking, what is love? I guess some will say that love is getting what you want. Others will think that love is just be who you are. And alot of other reasons..

Hmmz.. True to a certain extend. But what if they dont give what we want? Then we will be thinking that person dont love us enough. Hmmz.. Like i think back to today's message, love is giving your best and accepting that person for who are they. It's really tough!! Indeed one saying is so correct, You can give without loving, But you cannot love without giving! A very good example, put aside family, but to people around you, how much have you given to them? How often you think you have sacrificed for them? Just something close to our hearts, or rather to me, Building fund. i think i really sacrifice so much that i cannot help but to love Him. hahaha... ya. This was what i think! Hmmz.. And what sets me thinking for the next.

Are we a servant who leads or a leader who serves? This was being put across during one of the section meeting. Hmmz.. By my SL,huiming.. But it actually came from Dr A R Bernard.

This really set me thinking for very long. A servant or a leader is who you are, and the latter is what you tasked to do. So when she said that, we all wanted to be the first. A servant that tasked to lead. Why? Because when you have the mindset of a servant, you will be more humble in doing things, and when you are asked to do, you wont be unwilling, because you are a servant. But you are a leader who serves, you wont be that willing. Because you will always think that you are a leader and you should be doing something big. Sounds familiar? Haha.. Ya, heard it so many times. And it came upon me because i felt many people are so easily tired of what they are doing. Tired of calling people, tired of serving. Tired of blessing and loving people. That is when we dont know how to have the right mindset and most importantly relying on Him. Hmmz..

haha.. yeah.. Jus a penny of my thoughts!!