Monday, May 11, 2009

Clearing of BF

Oh man! I thank God for that great faith man! haha
I'm so HAPPY!!! Cos i have cleared my BF!!! Though the amount was not small! Seriously it was arghhhh when i gave that amount! Thank God for that great faith!

I mean i was comtemplating should i just not fulfil my BF for this time? (Looks like satan tempting me to break my vow, sighh)
I was thinking, maybe i was too unrealistic to give that amount. Maybe what i gave over the past few months was enough. All these thoughts came into my mind, and i was really very much want to give in to these thoughts.

But Holy Spirit reminded me the words that Dr. John Avanzini preached a couple of weeks ago, his exact words was " We can owe the bank money, but we should not owe the church money" I was so convicted in my Spirit and in my own interpretation, we should not break our vows in giving especially in building God's house, so yesterday, i plucked that courage and went to give! Seriously, i felt that the heavy stone in my heart was released! Though in some ways i am in debt.

There are so many other things waiting for me to pay. But the moment when i choose to put my Daddy God first, all things should be added unto me according to His riches in Christ Jesus! And i really claimed that!! AHaha! So despite of the mountains of debts that is in front of me, i know God will cast it into the sea for me! With that little faith of mine! I shall be prosperous!! Not juse me, people around me, SHALL BE PROSPEROUS!! AMEN!! hahaha!! Wohoo!! Nat is a happy girl now!!!

Thank you Daddy God! I love you lots!

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