Crossroad

Yesterday xxxxx smsed me....

xxx: Need to talk to you.

NAt: Ya?

xxx: how are you coping in your ministry?

NAt: Hmmz... Still coping well..

xxx: consider to be a CGL?
I was like.... Hmmz.... Long lost dream.

Nat: Thought before.

Then it jus stucked me.

HAve I consider to be a CGL?
I always remember when i was sec 3, when i was in Amber's CG; W320.

It was one of the most exciting period in my life, rising up in CG, doing so much and seeing the CG grow.. It was really fun! Not to forget the times where we cried out to God together during our discipleship classes..

It was really mind-blowing.

Today, i am once again given the opportunity to rise up and do so much within the CG.

Do visitations, give Bible study and much more. I am loving what i am doing.

But on the other hand, i also enjoyed my ministry alot.

I love my ushers, who sticked through with me.. The duties, the laying of chairs, standing outside doing external traffic, running up and down.

Doing bulletins, oscar, admin and much more..

It was also a period where God really stretched my capacity ALOT! More then just that, He also tested my faithfulness, my faith and even PATIENCE!! Oh man!

Haha! But it was also through those times, i realise that i cant do much without God. Indeed without God, i am nothing. Apart from Him, i also can DO nothing.

Now, standing at this crossroad once again, i love both my ministries, believing one day, i can serve God full time.

But now, i need to pray and seek God even more, where does He wants me to go?

Indeed, not my will but YOURS!