Stumbled

i came to realise that trust is the easiest to be given, but once broken, its the hardest to be fix back.

And it just happened to me. Not that people dont trust me, but i began to not want to trust people, cos they had not make good their words.

On the other hand, its also respect that was being lose. Why am i the one always being told off, yet when you commit the same mistake, you are being let off?

Is it just because you got with someone who is close to some big shots and you stand to gain? Or because you over familiarize with the big shot.

I hate it when people accept reasons just because you are friends, what about those who are not as close to you. what about those who dont know you. So they stand to lose? And they will be the one who have to silently suffer.

And i wonder, why am i always the one being told off. Is it because i am the easiest prey? Or is it that i dont have enough big shots to cover me. I dont know. But i feel for the people and i dont like to be in that position.

Seeing people who commits mistake you commit yet was got off Scott free.

Indeed, when i tell people that life is unfair, its indeed unfair to me. It makes me think twice of doing things for you and it makes me think three times to trust you.

Now i need to rant it off, to ensure i dont explode at the next episode.

God help!!!