Moving on!

I finally gave up my 'baby'. Holding on to it for the past 2 years was not something easy. In fact, i had my ups and down with it.

Had lots of frustrations, anger, disappointments, hurts but yet fulfilling times also.

As i was thinking of giving up, i thought it through. Question myself. (Had some bad thoughts too)

Why people can enjoy some 'babies' of theirs yet, many of times, i find it a godly burden. And though its not entirely mine, yet i carried as though there is no one there to hold it. Get scolded, got lots of problems with it, lots of nights burned yet no one there is hold it nor hold me too.

But when all other good things come, the rest got it, sad to say, i didnt. Had i been forgotten or being banished into the exile? haha.. Maybe both?

Now, its time for someone else to carry and see it grow. I shall take the back seat, or maybe even leave the seat for some other people to watch. I shall not touch it again. Though, its something that i cant bear to part with. But its time.

I shall move on.

Thanks to those who thought me what to do, including the scoldings, the teachings and of course the nagging. I can now finally say I have done it all!!! haah!!