thoughts

I am Still struggling!! And i am still trying to convince that what i am doing is gonna be good to me! But somehow, i am trapped... Sigh..

No one can help other then God Himself!! And of cos myself!! but then, i am not willing, yet i dont want it anymore, dont want to bear the pain anymore. Sigh.

What can i do and what should i do?

Leaving myself in thoughts.....