Heb 11: 1

I have a deeper understanding of Heb 11: 1, on the very day when i delivered Princess Nellie.

During the whole 9 months of pregnancy, every day, i will pray, asking God for something.

The first 5 months when i know i was pregnant, i prayed everyday, asking God to bless me a baby girl. And when i got to know of baby gender, i was thrilled. True indeed, a baby girl was given.

After which, every single day, i pray, asking God, to bless the baby girl with a pretty, adorable, smiley, sociable, girl, most importantly, she must have a heart after God's very own heart, last but not least, to have a healthy baby. (of cos, as a selfish mother, i also prayed that she will not have any birth mark or whatsoever).

6 April, when its time for Nellies' arrival, even as i go through Labour pain and contractions, in my heart, i continued asking God to bless Nellie. (And of cos, take away the labour pain!)

When Nellie arrived at 2221, tired as i am, i took a peeked and i ask YY the most shallowed question, is Nellie pretty and does she have any birth marks on her.

The reply from all was, she is a pretty baby, no birth mark, no major defect.

My first thought was THANK GOD!

And i thank God for the verse, Heb 11:1

And Faith is the Substance of  Things HOPED for, the evident of things NOT SEEN! 

Because i told myself, only with Faith that we can have things we that hope for and with that, God then can move!

And true indeed! God moved in my case for me! And i am really grateful for this!

QT time!

This week is an awesome week! I manage to go home early every single day. (At least before 10pm!) And i had the chance to do my QT early!! So that i can sleep early! Haha!

Yes! I love it! When i simply started worhipping God, His presence was just so tangible! The Holy Spirit was like so near and close to me! I cried so much and just terry in His Presence. Man.. You seriously dont need to pray about anything, just worship. Thats enough!

I love such QT! I love His Presence! I love God!

How Awesome is He

Last sun, pastor had an awesome message!!

Pastor shared on the story of Job. Having done all, and yet still loving God and fear Him! And that how he overcome it without blaming God! I was amazed!

And the best thing on earth is that. Everything that bad thing that happens to us, the satan needs the permission from God!

And God allows it to happen, its always for the better. He wants to mould us and strengthen our faith in Him!

When we dont see His hands, we need to trust His heart! God loves us no matter what have became of us! Indeed, Having done all, perseverance.

Wow!!

How awesome is this message.

Was just talking to Eugene yesterday, man, i am caught at such a situation where i dont know what to do and considered walking away.

Like what Eugene said, having done all...

Had a revelation during the OPM last week, as we were worshipping, i told God, man, the feeling is so great to able to stand and worship Him without anything on my mind. (But partly because it suppose to be sleeping time, so the brain already more or less gone)

God then reminded me that how ordinary i am. But with the ordinary'ness', He used me and promoted me to where i am today. And stripping off every thing, i am just NATALIE. A ORDINARY person that He created.

I indeed stand amazed! How awesome is this!

ET Zone 2nd OPM of the year!

Just woke up from my beauty sleep after last night OPM.

Man!! The prayer meet was AWESOME!

I got that touch from heaven and i also got a revelation! I was blown away at how God works!

We first had our combined cg, man, ET zone is really growing!! We used 3 rooms for combined cg!!

Cg was indeed exciting! Then had a short break followed by the opm.

During the first part, it was not easy to keep awake. I could feel my body getting tired. But when i get through that moment! Man! It was simply awesome!

After we came back for the second session, Bro Ed shared a short word and then there was massive laying of hands! The power of God just fall, and man!! People start falling under the power of God!

Indeed one day in the house of God is better then a thousand days in the world!!

Looking forward for the weekend svc!

A servant

Made up my mind.

Route not gonna be easy, gonna be long and tough. But its gonna draw me so close to God.

Alot of things to let go. Laying down all my own heart desires and ambitions. Going unto the calling of God. Moving out of comfort zone.

Dont know what lies ahead. All i know is not MY will but YOURS be done.

Breakthroughs and miracles will happen!


Reminded of this song;


STANDING IN AWE OF YOUR GRACE
SETTING MY FEET IN YOUR WAYS
ENTERING INTO YOUR PRESENCE
TO BEHOLD YOU FACE TO FACE
GOD OF ALL HEAVEN AND EARTH
HOLDING ME IN YOUR EMBRACE
UNFAILING LOVE THAT SURROUNDS ME
OH..GOD I STAND AMAZED

MY JESUS, MY LORD
YOU'RE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE
WHEREVER YOU GO ]
WANNA BE BY YOUR SIDE
NO LONGER I
BUT CHRIST LIVING IN ME
SERVING YOU FOR ALL ETERNITY
MY EYES SET ON YOU
IN THIS RACE THAT I RUN
NO LONGER MY WAYS
LET YOUR WILL BE DONE
MAKE ME A SERVANT
MY HEART'S EVER TRUE
CLINGING TO THE CROSS
I'LL FOLLOW YOU

Its the chorus that reminds me, no matter what happened, clinging to the cross, I'll follow Jesus!

For Janelle

Was listening to the CD that Yeoyi bought. Writing on the walls.


Saw this song, titled: For JAnelle ( Whom JEsus loves)

Man, i was so touched!! I mean the lyrics are so meaningful, the melody was great, and the story behind....

The lyrics go like this,

You hang the stars, Your Love makes them glow.
You care for the lilis, the sparrows You hold.
I open my eyes, Your mercies unfolded.
When i closed my eyes, there's one thing I know.

Jesus Loves me, He calls me His own.
Jesus Loves me, He makes me whole.
Jesus Loves me, Heart overflowed.
It is well, It is well with my soul.

You took all my pain, and carried Your cross.
You kept all my teardrops and shed them like Yours.
You felt all my grief on calvery's hill.
Your heart was so broken that I can be healed.

The lines that touch me most were

You care for the lilis, the sparrows You hold.
You kept all my teardrops and shed them like Yours.

If the earthly parents can feel so heartache to see the little one that is having so much pain, what about the heavenly Father who created her. Piece by piece putting her together.

And God got to put in so much brain juice thinking what will suits her, what will make her beautiful.

The earthly parents are 'tasked' to deliver her into this world. So if the 'deliverer' felt so much, God wouldnt bear to see this little girl in pain as well..

Like the bible says: If the Earthly father will provide for the son, whats more the Heavenly Father. How could He not pour blessings into the son's life.

So in conclusion, i really Love my Heavenly Father so much!

Got to keep Janelle in prayers!!

FIRST mission trip of the year

yes!! I am now sooo excited!! My second trip of the year!!! Opps.. Still long!!

I'm going for KL EMERGE!!! Wohoo!!

Its gonna all happen in the month of NOV!!! Yea!!!

My FIRST ever mission trip leh!! How cool!! HAHA!!

*Special thanks to Aaron Ting!! For 'inspiring' me to go!! WOHOO!!*

You are my ALl in ALL

This is a fantastic song, i thought! Enjoy