The realness of people; leaders

Hmmz... Nat is feeling very emo recently. So much that i think i am very over sensitive! haha..

But the fact of the matter, now i understand why members say that their leaders are so fake to them, why they feel that they are being used at times. When they are needed, their leaders will treat them well. But when they seems to be at the bottom end, their leaders will not bother them.

Hmmz.. Why am i talking about this now? Because this is what i am feeling now. I feel when you are useful to the ministry, you are surely being well treated, but when you are of no use, people kicked you aside and think that you are not good. With what they see they comment. They dont even think of the contributions that you have make. Thank God i dont build my rewards on earth. But in heaven!

But the thing is, have anyone really asked? Anyone showed concern? Anyone bother? Sad to say, i dont think so. Sigh. Are people now being realistic? Or are they being real? Sigh. I also dont know, i dont hope to know. Cause the more i know, the more disappointed i will feel.

Anyway, i may be at the crossroad. But i know one thing for sure, i will not let God go. All things may fade away. All things will passed away. But God will not go.
Should there be one day i change minstry, i also dont find it unusual. Because this is why people go.